=*silly me*=

Im searching for words in my head, but i just can't find the rigth ones to express how i feel... what i feel is sadness, disapointment and a littler bit of angriness... i thought i got you (silly me). You never was my and by the way things are happening, i guest you will never be. I'm broken in tears, my heart hurt so much. Yes i love him but im tired of fight for things, i'm tired of waiting for him to say things that obviously doesn't feel.

...you may think im selfish, but you kill me twice... you send me back into sadness and loneliness...